After our conversation, I cannot trust those words. You say there is no point, that no one here has done anything - but what if they do in future? What if someone provokes you? Or you lash out because you feel entitled to?

You have given me nothing to believe you. Only poor justifications for your behaviour. [ and it is clear that it distresses xiao xingchen to have had this conversation, he's angry and frustrated and clearly now alarmed at the lack of spark he sense in xue yang.

a smiling xue yang is one thing, but without that spark - was he not more dangerous?]